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“No way… Oscar Pascius?”
“Hic, sob! Y-Yes, Master. Your disciple is here…”
Of all people, I became Cielo Esteban—a villain who abused the main top character from childhood and eventually died!
At this rate, I might end up dying, crushed under the weight of my karma.
If there’s any silver lining in this misfortune…
In the original story, “Oscar” was twenty years old, but the “Oscar” before me now looked around ten.
In that case…
Could I change the future?
“I-I’m sorry. I’m really sorry…”
“No, no. I wasn’t talking to you. …I’m the one who’s sorry. I apologize.”
At first, it was only to avoid death.
“Y-You’re not going to abandon me, right…? You’re really not going to abandon me? Can I stay by your side, Master?”
“I never said I was going to abandon you.”
But as time went on, I couldn’t ignore “Oscar,” who resembled my own childhood so much.
So Cielo made up his mind.
Not just as a way to escape death,
but to genuinely love this child.
Years passed.
Unlike in the original story, Oscar grew up to be a bright child.
And unlike the original story, Cielo committed no evil deeds.
Maybe that was the problem?
“Your lips are swollen, Master.”
“Ah…”
“I saw that Lord Doberman’s lips were swollen too.”
“…”
“What did you two do?”
The child I raised so carefully had become… odd.
“Y-You said you wouldn’t touch me.”
“Hm?”
“You said you wouldn’t touch me.”
“That was when you weren’t in your right mind.”
“…”
“If you’re fully aware and capable of rejecting me, then I’ll touch you. So… if you don’t want it, bite me. Then I’ll back off.”
The person who was once a friend… started becoming obsessed.
…Where did it all go wrong?
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Cielo Esteban – A terminally ill noble with a dark past, now inhabited by someone from another world. Despite trauma and inner turmoil, he’s gentle, protective, and tries to shield his student from harm. An emotionally wounded Omega struggling to heal.
Oscar Pascius – Cielo’s devoted student—kind, quiet, and loyal. Once timid, he grows stronger as he stays by Cielo’s side.
When to read: read this novel on a quiet evening, especially when you’re in the mood for something emotional and healing. Its mix of soft angst, deep affection, and slow-burn romance makes it perfect for a rainy day or late at night, when the world is still and your heart is open to feeling.
Memorable Quote: “If staying by your side means getting hurt again and again… then let me be wounded a thousand times.” — Oscar