Becoming the Terminally-Ill Villain Who Torments His Disciples - Chapter 77.2
“I thought maybe I shouldn’t have expressed my feelings for the two of them, even just a little.”
The pain had been so overwhelming that he thought if he simply disappeared, they would be able to forget him more easily.
“But since I’ve already gotten greedy, I’ve decided to see it through to the end.”
He knew he might die.
The pain in his body was gone for now, but it was only temporary. The ordeal would only truly end if he stopped Typhon and severed the contract connected to himself.
But even if that didn’t happen, he still wanted to be selfish.
“I want to express all my feelings, and live without regrets until the moment I die.”
The owner of this body, fully aware of the situation, had allowed him to do so. Encouraged by that, Cielo decided to indulge in his desires.
“I love you.”
Whispering his love alone, Cielo felt his heart pounding loudly.
Facing his emotions without any fear felt good. It was warm and gentle.
“……”
At the moment that thought settled in, the desires he had buried deep in his heart began to rise, surging uncontrollably.
He wanted to get closer.
He wanted to kiss them, to feel their skin against his own.
What kind of reaction would the two of them have if he, who had always acted defensively when it came to intimacy, were to suddenly take the initiative? What if he teased them while they slept, played around a little?
As the desires he had long suppressed all rushed to the surface, Cielo bit his lip.
He wanted to kiss them.
He wanted to hug them and rub his body against theirs.
But still, he didn’t have the courage to just close his eyes and pounce on them.
“……”
Gulp.
Still, a kiss should be okay, right? After all, Ryan and Oscar had occasionally kissed him when he was only half-awake.
He did feel a little guilty about doing this to people while they were sleeping, but right now, the urge to be close to them was too strong.
Carefully moving, Cielo gently unwrapped Ryan’s arm from around his waist. Ryan didn’t stir even as Cielo slipped out of his embrace, seemingly fast asleep.
Sitting neatly on the bed, Cielo looked back and forth between Oscar and Ryan.
He hesitated, wondering who to kiss first, when Oscar stirred and slightly puckered his lips in his sleep.
…Cute.
Holding back his sky-colored hair like a waterfall to one side, Cielo slowly leaned down toward Oscar.
But the moment his lips met Oscar’s soft ones, a squishy sensation pushed back.
Wait… didn’t he say to lick the lower lip?
Or was it to nibble?
He was pretty sure that when Ryan taught him how to kiss, it didn’t feel this embarrassing. But for some reason, when his lips touched Oscar’s soft ones, a sudden wave of shyness rushed over him.
With their lips barely touching, Cielo glanced around awkwardly, then slowly pulled back.
“Why did you stop?”
At that moment, Cielo barely managed to stifle a scream.
“Y-you… you were awake?!”
“Yeah, I was. A stray cat was tickling my face.”
Oscar said that as he reached out.
Running his fingers through Cielo’s long hair, Oscar then took his wrist without hesitation and pulled him toward him.
“Ah—!”
Startled, Cielo let out a sharp yelp, but Oscar brought a finger to his lips.
“You’ll wake Lord Doberman if you’re loud.”
“……”
“You shouldn’t wake up someone who’s exhausted, right?”
As if to say “so be quiet,” Oscar looked at him gently, his eyes curved into a soft smile. Cielo clamped his lips shut and nodded.
“But that aside…”
As Oscar wrapped his arms around Cielo’s waist and flipped their positions, Cielo’s back landed against the soft mattress.
Now on top of him, Oscar whispered in a low voice.
“Why did you touch me?”
Oscar was holding himself back from kissing Cielo right then and there, from devouring his lips with hunger.
If he got rough and reckless again, Cielo might distance himself.
Suppressing the wild desire bubbling inside, Oscar kissed the ends of Cielo’s hair. Cielo, cheeks flushed pink, looked up into his eyes.
Meeting his violet gaze without looking away, Cielo whispered shyly.
“…Because I wanted to kiss you.”
“…What?”
“I touched you because I wanted to kiss you, Oscar.”